I use to have another blog on this site that I used primarily for meticulously detailed information on how I was training my sub at the time. While I found it fun at the time it sort of petered out once we broke up and I haven’t updated it since. I was contemplating whether or … [Tell me more…]
“Hunting” season is officially over. I wish I could say I was sad to see it go but I am exhausted from my interview-esque dating schedule. I’m happy to be able to relax and focus on myself for a bit and with the holiday months just around the corner it all works out in my … [Tell me more…]
A few weekends ago I had the pleasure of attending my first crossing dressing party. I’ve been to crossdressing events and shows in the past, but this was the first event where I was invited to participate. A week prior to the event I tried desperately to find a way to strap down my 46DDDs. … [Tell me more…]
With a little under two weeks left for my sub-hunt things have started to pick up a bit. I am definitely interacting with more submissives on and offline than ever before. Is it wrong to feel fucking womanly knowing I am chatting with at least seven twelve fourteen different potentials? All this exploration now has … [Tell me more…]
I definitely get the phrase “a New York minute” after visiting this week. The city was enthralling, bustling, and confusing as always. It’s almost like being home when I am there for an extended period. And this visit I really I had to tear myself away to head back to DC. I initially went for … [Tell me more…]
I’ve had an interesting past couple of weeks. I’ve been really trying to get out and meet some new people, subs, switches, CDs, even some Doms. I decided to send a cutesy CD I’ve admired online a message, just asking if they’d like to have drinks sometime. To my surprise they agreed to almost immediately. … [Tell me more…]
…I actually don’t know what all women want, I only know what this woman wants. I have finally come to terms with what exactly I really want. Many of the things in my life have fallen into place except men. With me, men and relationships have always been an exhilarating roller coaster. I’ve been through … [Tell me more…]
I finally stopped being anti-social last night and headed out to the city for a night with some fellow kinksters. It was my first meeting with the group so I brought along my most trusted entourage members: the fiance and my best male friend. It’s funny to see my vanilla man in these situations as … [Tell me more…]
I’m climbing the walls with an over 6 month dry spanking spell on my theoretical hands. This may seem unusual or very usual if I’m picky as I am as of late. Sometimes I wonder if I’m too narrow-visioned? When I actually sit and think about what I want in my next dominant-submissive relationship I … [Tell me more…]