I’m climbing the walls with an over 6 month dry spanking spell on my theoretical hands. This may seem unusual or very usual if I’m picky as I am as of late.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m too narrow-visioned?
When I actually sit and think about what I want in my next dominant-submissive relationship I either draw a blank or too many things come to mind that don’t seem feasible.
So, my horniness this weekend led me to message a sub I use to play with on a weekly basis: quiet sub. He and I haven’t done anything in a year but we have kept in touch. Before I could even ask him about meeting up soon he beat me to it. (It’s always nice to have an eager sub wanting to see you, especially him with his ever submissive gaze!)
We had pretty good understanding and general routine whenever he visited. We’d hang out for a bit (eat dinner, watch a movie, etc) then have a shot or two of alcohol (he has a bit of anxiety I believe so this helped him relax) and then start in on our playing for a few hours or so. When we were done sometimes we’d talk about the session sometimes we’d talk about random stuff, then he’d be on his way.
We’ll see if I can wait long enough to see him or if I’ll hit up a club in the meantime for some action or maybe just a munch will take my mind off it.
But, I cannot put into words how badly I want to feel someone’s skin in my hand as I spank them, or how much I would love to spit in a sub’s mouth. I just get cravings for certain acts and there is no real way to squelch them unless I obey them.
Makes me wonder if I am a submissive to my own needs sometimes…
Boy can I relate to cravings. Right now for me the craving is to shop for heels and lingerie while wearing the same. A retro teddy at HipsandCurves.com has my eye, will fill the need for what to wear and will likely be ordered this week. What I really need is a local shopping trip where there is an understanding saleswoman that won’t mind my trying a few things on.
Then….. Oh how I wish I could fulfill the fantasies of a dominate woman willing to punish me for my naughty dalliances of this type. Someone to make me serve.
Spit in the mouth.. Yum. I had not thought of that one. It would go well with my seeming need to submit and experience humiliation. Even if it were semipublic (possibly better).
Everyone has their cravings. I'd love to see the look on that saleswoman's face with you prancing in dressed in lingerie!
oh the stress that waiting and dry spells bring.